Since 3rd November 2020, the day I got admitted to a psychiatric hospital an awful lot has gone on, first off I’ve lost people I was closest to, which does hit me hard but, then again I’ve met some of the most amazing people, some of which I can call my friends.
I’ve seen so much since being in hospital and experienced a hell of a lot for a 23-year-old but, do you know what? Although I’ve not received the right treatment for my BDD yet, It’s made me a hell of a lot stronger, stronger than I ever knew I could be. Yes, there’s times I don’t think I can carry on and I feel like I don’t deserve to be in this world looking like I do but, somehow I still manage to wake up every morning.
I know I have a lot of support at home and around the country and I’m forever grateful for each and every one of them. So, I’ve come to a decision, now I’m a completely different person, I would like to reconnect with people who have been in my life or even connect with others that want to be in my life. I don’t care if it’s just someone who needs to talk, I’ll listen, someone who needs advice, I’ll try my best to give it but, most of all people who need support, I will support them. I know what it’s like to feel alone and isolated. I still feel that way now sometimes but, I also know that having someone to listen is important and I’m always prepared to do that no matter who you are! 🫶🏻